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16th July 2009

1:54am: Saying adue to a russian
Well, tonight was my last night with Petr for awhile. He is one of my closest friends and stood up in my wedding. But he is an immigrant from Russia, and he is being deported now. Never mind that he has been hear for 11 years, the last four of witch he has been a teacher in our elementary schools. The Russian bureaucracy is taking to long to finis the paper work, so out he goes.

But we talked about alot of things tonight, and it has brought me to ask a question that I would like others opinions on.


That whole train question.

There is a train that is going to hit and kill two people down the tracks, but if you push one onto the tracks now, to what is almost certainly his inevidable death, you shall save the other two. Do you push the one to his death?

If my answer is a resounding yes, does that make me a sociopath?
Current Mood: thoughtful

30th April 2009

12:19pm: 29th of April
6AM woke up, did morning excersise and ate breakfast
7AM went to work
1PM went on lunch
5PM left work and ate supper
6:15PM Arived at hospital
11:29PM Became an Uncle for the first time.


Ivy was 8lbs 2.5 oz, 20.5 in long and two weeks early. My "little" sister had to have a c-section.
:( But everything seams fine now. Quite an exciting day for us all.

22nd April 2009

9:33pm: Hell
I do not post here often, and I do not have many who pay attention to my lack of posting. But I appreciate those who do, for it serves a purpose. I frequently find myself in need of posting here. But the simple process of thinking through what I need and want to say is enough. It is as if I am sharing my thoughts, by pondering what I want to say. By the time I am done thinking about it I no longer have the need to post here. So rarely do I in truth share. Regardless, I appreciate the outlet you give me.


Adam

4th March 2009

9:53pm: Hello world.
I met a Crowley today. I asked if he was related to Alister, but he said that about three generation back due to a clerical error with the military they changed the spelling of thier last name. So Robert Crowley was at least three generations from the infamous angel or famous devil.


In other news, I am attending entrepreneurship classes on top of working. They are teaching me how to evaluate small business planes. Hence also to make my own. Hopefully it will all go well.


Adam

15th December 2008

7:48pm: I wish..
That there was half as much indignation and consternation from the crhistian groups about divorce as thier is about gay marriage.

Huzza for NPR at least.

http://www.npr.org/rss/podcast/podcast_detail.php?siteId=7454969

10th November 2008

10:11pm: Clint Eastwood
For such a type cast actor, he is an increadible director. Emily and I just got back form Seeing "Changeling". A very powerfull movie. People should go see it. I belive I am going to make a point of seeing all the movies he has directed, just like Emily and I have made a point of seeing all the stuff Jane is in. (From Firefly, Adam Baldwin)


So having seen that movie, I am left with three thoughts.

Clint Eastwood = Wow

Angelina Joeline can actualy act, she isnt just a nice set of T&A, I never would have realised....

And then this finale thought, witch is a bit deeper. It has furthered my understanding of why some of you rather think my God is a jerk. There is a guy that dies at the end of the movie. Belive me, he deserves to die a slow and painfull death. But he repents to the everend. The reverend is sincerly pleased by this, and expects to see him in heaven. I hate to admit it, but if he was truely repentent I belive he would be in heaven. Not that he was deserving of heaven. But that I am equaly underserving. That there is none deserving of heaven, and its only by God's grace. Witch with only a slight twist of logic means there is no other more deserving of heaven then that guy who died.

I understand how such a belife could twist your stomach, for it put a couple knots in my own. But it also comforts. For I honestly precive myself as no more deserving. How self depricating do you have to be for that all to be true? Though we perfer the term "called by his grace" over manic.

3rd July 2008

9:39pm: Rebelion Eve!
Happy Rebelion Eve everyone! This is the night befor our forefarhters officialy began to usserp thier rightful government. Well, your forefarhters. My forefathers where probably working as mercenaries to subdue your rebelious forefathers. (94% PRussian afterall) Though some few of my forefathers might have been fighting as none mercenaries to subdue your rable rousing forefather. (6% scottish afterall) In all liklyhood, most of your forefathers prolly where doing soemthing totaly differnt and not even involved in all this upettyness. Yet still, blessed rebelion eve, and happy rebelion day everyone!

26th June 2008

11:51am: So I am home.
I had hoped to my first post home would be telling a bit about my experience over there. Since i am no longer over there I can be a little less closed mouthed about it all. However, so many little things have been happening i have not been able to make that post. So this post shall be about those little things. Also some of the not so little.

My home is in oshkosh WI.




Trying to embed that, hopefully it works. If not, go here.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJjo2DlowcY

It is a fairly accurate picture of what happened at my house. Only I had about three more feet of water in my basement. I happen to have a door that goes directly outside from my basement. There was a waterfall down that. My garage also likly had about 3-4 more in in it as well.




That is a good example of the current that was floowing on our street. Only again a litle bit worse. Maby a little less deep, but much faster. I actualy live on a corner house, and both streets where a rapids.


Again, if the embeding does not work, go here.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbZkkXwIRuY


So i had to clean up after that, joy of joys. All that I seamed to have lost is my collection of giant roles of paper. My washer and dryer are dead. I need to replace parts on my water heater and furnace as well. Since they where all completly under water in my basement.

I might be eligible for FEMA aid. Although that is mostly due to my insurance not covering flood damage. New I should have looked into that...



So my next adventure was this last weekend. I got into a car axcident while traveling to Indiana for Amtgard. The car is totaled. Though mnore of a just enough damage to the frame totoalage then a ball crumpled into a heap totoalage.

Fortunatly no one was injured. YAY for guardian angels! Also, fortunatly, several plocie vehicels were in the process of staging a raid on an underage drinking party. So they where on the scean about 5 seconds after the acident happend. Literaly. If I had managed to stay on the road when I lost controle, I likely would have hit the sherif car instead of the tree.

So,if you where at a party near Rocksvile Indiana, just north of Tera Hute (however it is spelt) On the night of Fri the 13th of Jun, I throughly expect a thank you card. If it where not for my axcident, at least three police vehichels would have busted you. (This may or may not have been Jo's party, I saw signs for it, but not sure if you where the drinking party)

We where only 15 min away from our destination, and the cops let us load everything into thier car and drove us over. We gave the event cordinator a heart attack however as we rolled up in a police car at 1:30 AM.

I spent most of the next day trying to keep in touch with the insurancw agents and gettign a rental car. However there was nlittle to no cell phone reception in the area. There was a little resturant on the campground that was just amasing. They let me sit on thier single lan line phone for almost two hours while I tried to work things out. It was the only line they had, and it was used primarily for processing credit cards. They eventualy had to kick me off of course, but they hellped as muvh as they could. So by 4 Pm I finaly had a rental car and a way to get everyone back home to WI.


Progressive my insurance company has been very helpfull, despite only have the vehichle insured for less then three days befor i got into the accident. They shall be paying out nearly $7,000 for the car. Not sure what Emily and I shall do with it. Perhaps a used van and moped. Perhaps a brand new car. i do not know. My rental car does have to return to Enterprise by this Monday at the latest though. So now i may be canceling my trip to ConVergence Depending upon weather I have a car or not by then. *Sigh*


We shall have to see.

19th February 2008

7:29pm: Seed of thought
Emily and I where watching House. afterwards we had soem thoughts and a brief discusion. I felt it was an important seed for future thought and so decided to leave it here. For postereties sake, and on the off chance that the erson who realy needs this thought shall stumble acrsot it here.

I shall try to be brief. I recently bought a Nova DVD "Ghost in your geanes". It basicly sets up a scientifict proof (albiet in only what amount to one clinical trial) that the environment can have an effect upon your geanes and a hereditary effect as well.

In House, House was treating a child with autisom, and at one poitn Mr Wilson uses a medical dictionary to show how House has one type of autism. That made me think upon my own life, the chalenges I have faced and the diseases/impediments i have had. Also there response my prents had to that. Witch was not to give me drugs but to raise me as if I was normal. Bringing out the belt even when it was required.

None of those problems bother me anymore. Well, not nearly as much as they did when I was young at least.

What it all brings me to ponder is this. How much of an effect can our environment have upon our geanes? How responsive are our geanes?

Our whole purpose is survival and reproduction. That is what we are programed for in every way. Can a threat in our environment that the entirerty of our body recognises as such, promt our geane-set to change in order to counter it?

"Ghost in our geanes" Watch it.

9th February 2008

3:35am: One good rant deserves another.
A friend of mine posted a LJ rant on atheism. I wanted to reply, but rambled on quite a bit and it didn't fit in the post a comment spot. So here it is, mostly spell checked and everything!


So, being among the lucky few Christians that are likely to read this I feel I must respond. But first I should respond in the traditional Christian way.

Theorem: a truth established by means of excepted truths

Bivalence: the existence of only two states of truth values (e.g. true and false)

Your stance on the bivalence of the existence of God is atheism. (still kinda awkward though)

Caveat: provision of specific stipulation, conditions, or limitations

This was used more in regard to legal matters. But it is an old enough word, and close enough to what you want that you could claim it and its meaning as your own.

Conflate: combine two or more sets of information, texts, ideas, ext into one

This is a verb however, and so its conjugation into a noun might cause difficulties. Not to mention it is probably not as strong as you would like.


However with the help of Sean, a fellow owner of a one of the kind sculpy black mage Lisa original, I have come up with axiom.

Axiom: a statement or proposition which is regarded as being established, accepted, or self evidently true.

Lisa proscribes to the Axiom of atheism. Or Lisa’s axiom is atheism. You get the added effect of snubbing any Christians you are dealing by declaring your idea as “self evidently true” with out them even knowing it. ;)


Now that I have responded in the traditional Christian way, that is the attitude of helpfulness and love the Christ himself instituted, I shall continue a little more crassly.

So Thor’s stories are more fun to read? Bah! There may be many many boring stories in the bible. But there are plenty of killer cool ones too. Probably more then about most other gods. They are just hidden in between the boring ones, I shall try and dedicate a couple postings in my live journal about cool stories from the bible.

“Im not an athiets because i had some bad experiences with God's fanclub (tho, i did. woo prior lake!).”

. Well, much of this grip does seam to be about experiences with God’s fanclub. Not saying you can’t gripe about us crazed Christian nuts. And any honest Christian has to admit that we are at least a little bit nuts. The foundation of our world perspective is that it can not be proven. You gotta be crazy to except something like that.
“Im an atheists because i think religious thinking is silly.”
I would have to say religious thinking is closer to crazy then to silly. But silly is also funner, so we can stick with that. Silly: having or showing a lack of common sense or judgment, absurd or foolish, ridiculously trivial, or frivolous. Its origins are in seely, meaning happy or the west german base meaning luck or happiness. Aye, I like islly better then crazy.
“Because basing moral desicions on things people living on shrooms in the desert 2000 years ago wrote on hides is repulsive to me.”
You should except or reject an idea based solely upon the merits of the idea itself. Not upon what the originator of the idea was forced to eat or to write upon. If a scientist discovered a new unified theory of physics that correctly units quantum theory and general relativity, would you discard it simply because he wrote it down on some hides? No you are in turn being silly dear.
“I hate it when people talk about the Theory of Evolution as if its "just a theory", and not a fucking Theory!”
I understand your distress at people lack of respect towards scientific evidence. But as a clarification, the Theory of Speciation and the Theory of Evolution are different things. Just because most Christians who enter into the debate upon it are unfamiliar with the distinction does not give the supposedly more educated half of the debate a right to get all self righteous. The theory of Speciation, that species eventually change enough so that they can no longer breed with former members of their species but can successfully breed with members of their new species, is far closer to hypothesis then actually full fledged scientific theory. When Christians usually speak of evolution that is what they refer to. Now the Theory of Evolution, the fact that over time through breeding a species can change within itself, well as I said earlier in this sentence that is a fact. Just open up your most recent scientific American, and you shall see the proof. In particular I am referring to Volume number 297, of the Dec. 2007 edition. Page 36, Evolution in a Petri dish. They experimented with Caenorhabditis to make significantly different genetic creatures. But they can still breed with the original. Not a new species. Just remember, most Christians mean the Theory of Speciation when they talk about the theory of evolution.

“and i said no. no i wasn't going to respect an opinion that was wrong.”
Well, as long as your willing to listen to what I am saying (even if does cause you to unleash a further turrent of ranting more directly at me) I can not claim you are beign closed minded here. But if you don’t listen to what I have to say I can. So :p



”I also hate it when atheists are told to prove god doesn't exist--as if that was possible.”
Hmm.. I guess I can except the responsibility of proof residing upon the Christians, at least in the context of us approaching scientists. Though I suppose for anyone who wanted to change anyone else’s mind on any matter, the responsibility of proof should rest upon the shoulders of the one who is trying to change the mind. So if you are talking with a Christian, and they are just trying to convince you, then yes the responsibility does rest upon their shoulders alone. But if you are also trying to enlighten them to you axiom, then you as well shoulder some of the responsibility of proof. If you wish to hoard your knowledge and wisdom for yourself, then you have no share in the responsibility of proof.

As for actually changing your mind, would you except proof of the existence of the judeo Christian satan as proof of the judeo Christian God? Other then that all I have is the written testament of others that have physically felt him. Written testament co-oberated by many others written testament. But they wrote upon animal hides, so it doesn’t count right?
I do also happen to have circumstantial evidence from my personable life. The fact that I should be dead, unless my idea of God with his guardian angels out looking after me is true. Now the statistical improbability of my survival is not direct proof. For what if I am just that one in 6 billion chance? Yet even a large scale statistical sample of Christian kept alive because of the hand of God against statistical improbability would not prove or disprove anything. (even if one could be done accurately) For a Christian could just say that God wanted some Christians to die, and some to live, so that Christian in general would not have a statistically better chance of survival in extreme circumstances, only specifically chosen Christians. So how then can we find a statistically large sampling of God chosen Christians to test against a control? So you have to take my word for it.
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”i still won't worship the guy, though. i've read his book, and i think his ideas on morality are a bit dodgy.”
What else besides human sacrifice do you find dodgy? God never actually approves of human sacrifice. The instance of Abraham and Issac, God doesn’t actually require a human sacrifice. He merely tests Abrahams commitment to Himself. As someone taking the scientific view, you should have no problem with God repeatedly testing Abraham over an extended period of time using many different methods. The only other instance of human sacrifice was of Jesus, God’s Son. That is actually (if you are taking a Christian view) is an example of Deity Sacrifice. Totally different from human sacrifice.

But yes, what other moral issues are a bit dodgy in your mind?

“I think your opinion is wrong, and the facts support me. I don't have the faith ability. i can't just "feel" the way the world works in my heart. I read stuff, and watch stuff, and touch stuff.”
Just as a theological aside: WELS (Wisconsin Evangelical Lutheran Synod, the particular flava of judeo Christianity that I am) prescribes to the belief that no one has the faith ability inherently within them. None of us can “feel the way the world works in our heart”. We can not by our own thinking or choosing, come to Him, or the knowledge of truth. It is only through the work of the Holy Spirit, the creates faith in our hearts. Now don’t go all deterministic on me, or think that I am going deterministic on you. We do have the strength to refuse him, and harden our hearts rejecting the message of salvation. Something you are doing quite well. You could perhaps say it is an offhand compliment. For only those who are strong enough to resist the working of the Holy Spirit in our hearts, can manage to be atheists. As for me, I am happy in the weakness that has brought God’s love into my life.

”and as long as i'm ranting on belief and atheism, i'ma gonna rant a bit on how the english language fucks the debate and biases it toward the theists.”
We are a nation “founded under God”. *shrug* It’s kind of a natural progression that our language would evolve into one that is biased towards the theocratic side of a debate. In many other ways the the English language is very restrictive and inaccurate. Such as love, ( prefer the greek, eros, pathos, and agape myself) or friends ( prefer the Spanish, though I forget the Spanish words now its been so long, they have friends that means acquaintance, and they have friends that mean friends, and they have friends that means friend for life) I did try to lend a hand with that at the beginning. I hope axiom works out for you, or one of the others I mentioned. But I feel you shall enjoy axiom the most.

”so, please. for the sake of our brains and our sanity--do not equate your belief in a concept like God to our belief that things work. we can see things work.”
Many Christians would claim that we can see God in nature in the world around us, and in how things work. Heck, just about every religion under the sun has claimed that. ;) Just playing devils advocate though with this statement.

And that brings me to the end of your rant. I passed the link to your web comic on to Sean, but he says the images will not show up. I have no idea why. He tried firefox and IE. It seams to work for me, even though I have an interminably slow internet. Oh, I am also glad to here you are feeling healthy again. I doubt you would have had the energy for this rant if you where still at all sickly.

Oh, one and one finale thing on the Christian vs. atheism thing. I have a friend whom I told about my attempt at a friendly response to an atheist rant from a friend. She told me that would make her angry. She is an overweight teen, largely reject and ostracized from American society because of how she looks. She has been rejected, told she is ugly and unlovable. A constant in her Christian life is the God loves her and excepts her despite her physical appearance. Then along comes a pseudo intellectual skinny scientist, and tells her that the one thing in life that helps to establish her self worth is silly, well I can understand why some would react rather vehemently to atheism, even if they do not make the logical connection in their own minds.
I am not blaming you Lisa, it is merely an idea I had never pondered before myself, that was brought up by the unique circumstances for writing this response and talking to this particular friend at the same time. I bring the idea up to you, on the off chance that you have never considered it. That some Christians react aggressively to atheist talks because not only is it an attack on their faith, but an attack upon their self worth as well. Not that such a reaction is very Christ like, just very human. Witch reminds me, I think your grief is more with the un-Christ like actions of most Christians.
Your fan,
Adam

25th October 2007

4:57pm: Yo
Not to much to report from this front.

My wife is meeting with my mom on the home front for breakfast today. For some reason my mother intimidates her. Since I lived with her for years I don't see it.


Oh,my roommate foudn this beautiful little game!

www.wesnoth.org

Its a lovely little fantesy strategy RPG
And it is free!
Huzza for free!

Other then that, life goes on.

22nd October 2007

3:55pm: ho hum...
Wow, its been a month already since my last post. I would update more regularly if my internet worked more regularly. Honest I would. i blame the sunspots. Its thier season right now, and it interfears all kinds of ways with global communication devices. Yup, sunpost season. Honest.

Well, I just got done readjusting to nightshift again. Yay! for being bounced between night and day shift like a red reubber ball. Five times since the since the second week of september. Boy they sure do love me.

My programing work has lost steam, since I need to know how to do graphics for my projects. Flash is the best software to use for that, but is horribly expensive! $600. I applied for a free liscense from Adobe, maby they'll cooperate? Anyone know of a free version out there or soemthing like that?

Other than that, life goes on. Now here is an interesting quote for ya.

"A hero need not speak. When he is gone, the world will speak for him."

Perty niffty eh? Who would have thunk it had come from a video game advertisment for Halo 3?

29th September 2007

8:18am: hmm...
I just looked at my last two posts, I could have sworn I had more posts in my journal between now and july. I rember typing them... realy I do.

Anyway,s i shall be trying to post more to make up for that.

As an excuse to post I shall share funny quotes.

like
"Sell crazy somewhere else, where all stocked up here." from "As Good as it gets" The movie.

Other stuff..
I did laundry today. Swept my floor, and mopped it too! Yippee! for almost no dust. Other then that, my life is uneventful.

25th September 2007

6:19am: Irabnian President.
Our contry just let the leader of one of its greatesest enemies speek to a large gahtering of our young intelectuals. You know, I actualy have some hope for humanety now. Maby we shall not end up destroying ourselves through nuclear war or soem other such horrible calamety. Such is the power of freedome of speech. The freedome to let that man speek here in our contry, right along side with the freedome for those students and others to protest his being here. It makes me proud to where the uniform. If only I coudl have been there to see it.

22nd July 2007

2:56pm: Update
Well, they gave me the sunday completly off, and I did not feel like playing volleball again. So i am sitting down to my laptop, waitting for my wife to call so we ca play soem Age of Kings. Thanks to my cell phonre turned internet connection from Alltell. So I figured I could check out my livejournal, see how my freidns are doing (congrats on the move Lisa and Teri, good luck with gettign everythign finished up)

As for an update upon my life, I have verefiably and undeniably ascertained that the army does not use lubrication and perfers you unwilling and resisting. I am not supposed to fill in to many details due to opperational security, but it was not perty.

Many days of long training when it was either far to hot for a good ole wisconsinte, or particularly wet. We are for the most part looking forward to beign sent "over there" as our treatment and living conditions and work hours shall all improve.

In what down time i have had, I have re-read Starship Troopers, and The Art of War, played alot of video games on my laptop, and talked with my wife on the phone regularly. Oh, and i have begun to learn how to programe.

My web page, YAY!

Nothing special right now, as my cell phone does not like interactign with my host for some reason and i can not upload anything there except via my friend and programing tutor Petr. So at the moment its just a couple of sappy pages designed to brign a smiel to my wife's face. But I plan on soemday making it cool. We shall see. (I even tryed to use soem of my knoledge in this post, lets see if it works)

Oh, and I get leave soon and am flying my wife down to see me!. She isbrining chocolate and cheese! lol

I shall perhaps post more in the futur, or then again I may not be allowed to. *shrug* Who cna say?

Adam

24th May 2007

12:27pm: Duckies!!
Emily and i where walkign in the park just the other day, and we saw small clutch of ducklings being rejected and attacked by several other mother ducks in the park. This is the same group emily had seen all by themselves on a previous days walk though the park. And I hada also seen a mother duck run over on the same road that I had previously seen a mother duck and her brood walk acrost the previous day. So we ascertained that they where abandoned and all alone!! The other mother ducks where going to kill them too! So what should we do? We spent the next three hours wadding through the pond/river at the park trying to catch little ducklings. Well, thats what i did. Emily found the water far to disgusting, and so cheered me on from the bank, and tended to the ducklings we had already saved. Finaly, three hours latter, and after explaining ourselves to many other park patrons and at least one police officer, we had rescued seven ducklings! We could not save the last two, but the mother they where huddeling around didnt seem to be attacking them to much any more. So hopefully they shall survive. But I can only chase ducks around a pond that has muck three feet deep clining to my every step for so lng befor I just fall over and drown. We then tracked down an animal rehabilitator who will raise our little duckies for us! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=121220631

There are a few pics of our duckies there, I shall try and get soem posted here, but I aint never doen dat befor, so it might not work.


Adam

25th January 2007

4:24pm: Blood leting gives new bith to inspiration.
Well, i've started selling my plasma agian. I wish i lived in a skightly larger community so that i could sell more of my body. But this gives me about a net of 4 hours more of reading time each week. A more or less mandotory reading time. Witch makes me happy since i have gotten so far behind.
But this blood letting jhas inspired me to better myself in another way. By posting to my lj aftewards sharing some of the interesting highlights of what i have read i xcan work to stay in touch with my friends.

You will have to bear with me however, as in after each appointment one hand or the other will not be able to type. I am still relativly proficent if not hyper fast with either of my hands alone. But there may be a few more typoes and fewer capitalisations.

The most happy thing i discoverd in my reading of WIRED (my favoritest magasine) is FTL communication. (Faster then light communication)

A short article on page 110 discusses entangled particles. Basicaly to particels that do the same thing as each other no matter how far appart they are. Scientist sucsesfully seperated to entageled particels in 1997. They shot them six miles appart and then tilted one into a particular quantom state forced the other into the opposite state less then 5 trillionths of a second latter. Ruffly 7 million times faster then the speed of light.

Use of this with morse code facilitates nigh instantaneous communication acrost nearly any distance and any obstructin. To the opposite side of earth with no satelights or phone lines. NASA communication with the Mars landining team.

Yes, great potential... and if messeges can travel fastyer then light, why not people?

4th January 2007

8:54am: Give your brain some excersise!!
I've continued a strain of debates that I've had with a certain friend over the net with a co-worker of mine. Though since he is a WELS member like myself, I have taken the oposite side of the debat. (Since i lvoe playing devils advocate) This seams furtuitous, since many of the questions i rais he has never considered befor. He, not having a friend like the caroline i once knew, who was the "the spiritual axe to the frozen lake of my soul" to quote some randome poem i knew in highschool.

But this re-working of the debat from the differnt prespective has lead me to two things.

One, I want to discuse evil at some length. What is it realy?

and two, i need to look up the origenal hebrew and find out specidicaly what the ancient text uses to describes the traights of God.

In other news...

"The leader of one World War II nation was in many ways a *new age" man befor his time, neither smoking nor drinking alcoholic beverages, confining himself to a vitamin-enriched vegetarian diet, consulting his astrologer regularly, communing with the spiritual guardians of his people, and opposing animal experimentation and vivisection: Adolf Hitler."
Dirty Little Secrets of World War II

18th October 2006

3:35am: Building stuff!!
Tomorrow is opening day of "Ripper" its this years halloween show for Rebel Alliance THeater. i havent siad much about it cause I'm not in it. But I did get ropped into building some set stuff. I just got done with that abotu an hour ago. Some of the more artistic members of the group made these realy awesome pseudo vango creepy houses on some realy big paper to cover the walls of the theater. (we perform more or less in the round with the audience around us and the walls behind them) But we had yet to figure out a way to hand them safly on the walls. (we rent so we can't just put nails in the walls) So I spent this evneign building these pillars that will do the jobs of all that fancy rope work in the normal theaters that raises backdrops up and down. Its a little simpler then all that, and I can only raise one backdrop at a time. But I am proud of my nights work, and what i could improvise on short notice. I've already got ideas for imrpoving them for the next show they are in.

Other then that, I've almost got all my debt paid off, and I've been elected treasurer for my local favorite LARP amtgaurd.

Oh, and I had an ummy bowl of cinimon toast crunch, and am thinking fo gettign soem hot cocoa. mmm... cocoa...
Current Mood: productive

11th October 2006

6:41am: A saying heard at work.
"My sphincter in burning from the juices my clenched checks are holding back, so I think its time I viset the latrine."

4th October 2006

2:54pm: a little update...
So my last post was all about this new insurance job i was going tobe getting and how everythign was going so well in my life. And now its been nearly three months and i haven't said anyhting at all about the job.

well, there isn't a job. They discoverd I had two speeding tickets within the past 24 months and did not hire me. Since then autozone cut my hours since they knew i was looking for a differnt job. And all my old roomates but one moved out. (they all have jobs now an can afford a more expensive place) So in aug and Sept I ran up my credit card to pay for my bills.

Things are looking a bit up now. I have a new full time job as the Night Shift manager at a local grocery store. It pays about 35% better then autozone did. And i liek the people who work with me/for me. Emily isnt happy though, cause she doesnt like me workign nights.
I also have two new roomates, and I turned one of the other open rooms into a new office for me.

So my new roomates are quite an improvement, and I am looking forward to beign out of debt again soon.

Thats the down and dirty for now, I'll talk to you all again soon. (realy, it will be soon this time)
adam

6th August 2006

10:05pm: An midsummer night's drive, and why i don't like big cities...
So I was driving back down to CHicago and my hotel after viseting the Bristol ren fair. I got onto hwy 294 ok, but missed my exit. And no wonder that I do, its one exit and four roads!! And not like areasonable exit, where its a mile stretch with four more exits for each indevidual road. Its what any sane person would consider one exit and one road, but its got four names! You get up to the stop and go light after the exit, and there are four differnt signs at the simple four way intersection with four differnt names. Once I've turned myself around the exit is the Willow street exit, goign south though I have no clue what it is called.
Once I've turned myself around, seven shourt sylabels that encompas over half an hour of everpeience.

Once i realise I've missed my exit, I get over as soon as i can to take the next exit I can. Not over in time enouf to take the first exit past, I end up takign the second. I feel some slight relife because it is the exit befor O'Hare. So i take the exit and perform a U-turn and start following the road back to what I belive is the hwy and 294. A few moments latter I discover I am beign pulled deaper into O'Hare.
I travel this road for soem time looking for any sign of hope. I eventualy discover signs to long term parking and my spirits raise. i follow them, and find myself a place to turn around. I follow the exit signs out and begin the sojurn away from the tangeld mess that is the O'hare hwy system.
I am then aproaching I 90, and I know not weather to take it east or west, though I know i have to take it north. I work it threw in ym head, thinking that most hwy normaly run from south and east to north and west. Eaither this little portion of I-90 is differnt or maby i m just a retard.
Back into the pit of O'Hare I go to try and turn myself around once more. I begin to take an exit ramp that I precive to be my way out, and i see what I think is my salvation just acrost a little strip of green grass and a rather short curb. So i decelarate a bit more, hop the curb, spin aroudn in the grass, cross the shallow ravine and skip back onto a hwy.
Its not my slavation, its back to the hwy I just left, and despair sets in. But for a moment, for then I realise it is my salvation as I see a 294 sign. And i am home free!!
Until in a short while I see that this hwy is only takign me to 294, as i see a 294 south sing. Well, "Easy enouf" i tell myself, i'll just wait until 294 North sign shows up. It did, though it was a highly convuluted sign showing two exits in such a way that I thought this exit C soemthing came first, then the 294 North was just 50 yards or so up and emidiatly after it.
This however was not the case, and i once more go looking for an off ramp to try and turn myself around. I succeed without to much more hassle here, except for one more difficulty. The on ramp affter the off ramp i touk rejoins the previous hwy after it has already passed the exit for 294 North.
I must have rolled a 20 on my self controle roll, for I manage to still hold onto my calm as I pass the 294 South exit sign and then take the next off ramp. This time, after my turn around I get back onto that mysterious hwy just befor the Hwy 294 North exit and I take it thsi time, even though it appears to be labeld soemthing else entierly.
Afterwards I find my willow ave exit( that is realy four entierly idffernt roads) and take it to Milwaukee ave (still more of a tangeld mess of roads though I navigate them succesfully) whitch i take for about a block, and with a huge sigh of relife, turn into my hotel's parking lot.

5th August 2006

6:48am: brain fried..
Well, I've been at this insurance sales school since wed now and my brain has been fried. Hopefully i shall be able to make it threw today, then i get to run away to the bristole ren fair. YAY!!

Then only one more week and I am out in the field. First week will be $500 or more, and they say its only up from there. Wish me luck!


Adam
Current Mood: drained

31st July 2006

11:05am: A curious turn of events.
Well, taking a break from cleaning befor I go to work to update a little bit here, since alot seams to be happenign in a very short time.
Tomorrow is my last day at AutoZone. After i get off work I shall be driving down to Chicago for 10 days of insurance sales training. COmbined insurance Hired me and is pay for my lodgeing, food, and training down there. However they are not paying me.

This normaly wouldn't be a problem since I am making regular money now and have a bit saved up. However three of my roomates decided to try and misteriously dissapear(Brandon is the only one to have actualy succeded). So my budget will be a little tight in Aug.

On the plus side, I now am finaly gettign the office/project room I've been wanting for a long time and Jermy is most likely going to become a permenant roomate. For now he's just crashing hear until he gets back on his feet. But it looks like he's gotten himself a job in the area and in a month or two will be able to pitch in on bills and such.

Well, I'm off for now. Gotta eat and shower befor work.
Adam
Current Mood: optimistic
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